test rings

i'm wearing one of the test rings on my finger (which happysleep sent me to try on and wear), i don't think there's like a monitor in this particular test ring because it looks plastic. i'm not sure of the purpose of having me actually wear the ring all day- i can see just trying them on to see what size fits best but the ics worker who was helping me read that i had to keep it on all day. i'm pretty sure the reason why my head has been hurting me lately has to do with my lack of sleep due to sleeping without a cpap even though i recognized that my head stopped hurting when i got up, ate breakfast, and drank WATER. i also stretched my neck but i'm not sure if that had any influence on how my head felt- even though i suppose it would make sense. so now i've gotta wear this ring to sabathani when i go there to volunteer, oh well.. it's just like a plastic ring- it doesn't interfere with anything really. at first, i took the ring off and went to the bathroom and after the second time of going to the bathroom- i realized the ring is just plastic so there's no way it can get messed up by water, so i left it on when washing my hands. plus- the ics never told me that i couldn't get it wet- so i assume i'm fine.
when i had ics, the ics worker helped me check my champs account so a housing offer isn't just slipped under my awareness and so i don't lose an opportunity AGAIN for housing there. he seen that i'm still on the second to last stage for housing still. now i just have to continue to be patient until a housing offer comes up.
i think i may have recognized my mom and sister's obsessions with my blog account. it's not that they're genuinely interested/care what's going on with me. it's just because my mom is eager to see what life COULD be like IF she actually worked/lived somewhere other than her hometown in basically the same situation she came from- which she's NEVER done in her whole life (little honkey towns right next to your hometown don't count either- like new auburn or brownton) and my sister is eager to see what it's like to live anywhere other than with/by her mommy, with a HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA and actually living life. she can try to make it seem like we're alike ALL she wants but she's never actually been comatose, in a wheelchair for at least 15 years because her family is naive and just like sympathy and attention. she's never pushed herself to graduate and excel in any academics whatsoever. we don't have anything in common but the dna part of me i'm REALLY ashamed of. that's what you suckers get for being nosey. i'll be as honest as i have to, even if it bothers you. if you were smart- you'd ignore what i say (meaning not read it every damn day) and WORK on YOURSELVES. of course they're not smart- so they try to take the easy way out in life. so basically- they're just nosey cows.
i asked my therapist what to do about the interviews that i have tomorrow yesterday because they're so close together. she suggested that i go to the first one, then when that's done- call lyft and have them bring me directly to the second one. i might be there like 30 minutes early but now that i think about it- traffic usually tends to suck when i need to make it to interviews- so i'll probably be okay doing what my therapist told me to do.